Contemplation

Friends, what are they to you..?

To me they are people who you hang out with and do fun stuff with..

Actually NO,

to me they are people who have always:

1. back-stabbed me.
2. never hung out with me.
3. not considered me a friend to them.
4. only ever wanted to be around me when they had a chance to
gain something from me whether it be monetary or otherwise.

and I'm so fucking over it!!


Those are just some points I'd like to put out there.

So far every one of my so called "friends" have ditched me to do something else with someone else and not considered how I may feel about it, it's like that more I care about them the less they care about me.

I want just one friend who won't fuck me over, who will come over and hang out or just go places with me and have fun, as I would do the same for them.

All I want is one friend!!!

Is that so much to ask???

I don't think so..


Sadly Yours,

Dalvion X(

Supplemental Definition Update

“Stupidity”

I wonder if anyone realised that the world is indeed getting dumber, have you not noticed the extra warning labels on everything..?           the dumbed down instructions on everyday items?                                 

The supposed  “terrorist activities” that are  blatant excuses for a war that will solve nothing

Think about this for a second..

What is “terrorism”..?

• It is, in effect, a tactic, used to strike fear into a group or population.. yes

How does it work..?

• By making people fearful of a supposed action and scared of future consequences..

Here’s a little titbit of info for you..

If you tell someone about something that will make them scared, you are committing terrorist crimes, lol, see how funny that is..

So the media telling a population that a group “may be plotting to blow up something” is aiding that group in their effort to commit “terrorism”, as they are making  people scared..

I the media  just shut the fuck up, and  didn’t tell anyone about the group’s  supposed intentions no one would know about the  potential terrorist act and no one  would be scared, therefore thwarting the groups actual intent, which is to strike fear in a population.

Do you see what I'm getting at here??

to put it plain and  simple  for  you complete dumbshits..

First rule about defeating terrorists:

“Don’t talk about terrorism..”

 

Problem solved..

Next..!!

 

Seeya,

Dalvion.. XD

Wtf?

 

The world is seriously fucked up!

I’m supposed to care about everyone else and what they are thinking and  all their  thoughts, yet whenever  I say something  or speak about something that is interesting to me, I get told to “shut up” and to “stop being stupid”, fuck you!

As for what I was told the other day “get a life” what the fuck?         Why should I bother?

Every time  I make plans they get dissolved minutes before  I’m about to leave the house, it happened Friday night, then Saturday night then again on Sunday afternoon, a somewhat trusted  friend said 

“If they break plans with you and don’t keep their word to you then they aren’t really and truly your friends..”

I fucking agree, I’ve lost all faith in the human race and I couldn’t care less if they all fucking died right now, it wouldn’t affect me in the slightest, except of course there would be no internet for me to be posting this on, as there needs to be some dumbass in front of a screen keeping stuff in-check, fuck, there are some dumbass people in the world..            

Seriously, there are, I’m not going to go on a rant about all the types of people I hate, I should just refer you to the  writings of “Eric Harris” you should all know him, he’s the one who (with friend Dylan Klebold)shot up his school, the one who got pissed off at stupid/idiotic people and decided to do something about it one April morning in 1999, the 20th of April to be exact, I can tell you now, that I would have gladly joined them in their efforts to rid the world of the hopelessly brain deficient people, if you can indeed call them “people”,

just go read his stuff and find out all the stuff for yourself!

Back to my shit, everyone I have so far considered a friend, has ditched me/backstabbed/hurt in other nefarious ways, and I’m just supposed to accept it, but, on the other hand if I was to do that to someone, I’d be held up as the worst person in the would, and  it would be brought  up as a subject of conversation/insult at any given time, fuck that! not a fucking chance, not anymore..

I don’t fucking need anyone anymore, I‘m so far gone now..             The world is fucked..

Till next fruitless rant..

Seeya,

Dalvion.. XD

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Hello once again,

I think I have something rather important to say,

I've decided to change my life's direction, and start on a path of self re-invention. I'm going to do things my way, do things that I want to do, change my appearance, new fashion, new hair, new ideas on life, and a completely new attitude.

Sticking with my goth roots, I'm going to add in some alternative/punk and emo style, and
that's all for now.

I'll report back when I have more ideas.

Seeya,

Dalvion.. XD

Supplementary..

Food for thought:

Not long ago I came to the  conclusion that the world is completely fucked and the people who reside in it are just as fucked as the rest, the  ***  to date show that my conclusion is pretty much spot on.

This will most likely be taken out of context by anyone reading this but I don’t really care, I really don’t feel like living out the rest of my life in this stinking, rotten, dirty, ugly, disgusting world, to quote something I feel describes it would be:

 

“A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet.” : Agent Smith in the first  “Matrix” movie

 

and it seems that they are exactly that, they do whatever they feel like doing regardless of others and  acting irresponsibly about our planet, concerning themselves with frivolous acts of aggression and lust towards their fellow man and women.

More to the point, I feel like all the world outside my house to be dirty, an oily grimy filth that you cannot rid yourself of once you have come into contact with, everything is covered with it, every time time you touch something, interact with someone, it gets on you and you can’t get it off and you go around collecting more of it throughout your life on this planet.

 

I have a failsafe age of  35, if life doesn’t improve from this point in time till then, I plan to end it all. By then, none of my older family members will be around to worry about me or what is going on, so no one will really miss me, I don’t have any friends at the moment, I don’t think I will ever have any, so they won’t care, I'll be free to leave this place and move on to better things, I'm sure there are better things in this universe/dimension

people seem to become my friends use me for a purpose and then discard me as though I'm some kind of garbage, well this “garbage” as i am, will not be being used for anyone's benefit ever again, I'll decide who to help and when, I’ll help who I like when i like and if you want my help you may beg and plead for it, but you may not receive it, you may wail forever and not get any help, you may die for all i care,

 

 

Another thing I'd like to talk about is, Religion, I mean WTF? (I had just watched “The Satanic Verses Affair” a BBC Documentary)

Salman Rushdie  wrote a book referencing some details that resembled those which appear in the “Quran” i.e. the Muslim’s bible, the Muslims went on to whinge about how he was insulting them and their religion, using that logic i could claim that

“The Exorcist” insults Christianity

or that

“The Golden Child” insults Buddhism

They both contain references to those respective beliefs, yet I see no uproar or outrage for them to be banned or destroyed or the  authors to be killed.

Come on people get some brains having “faith” is one thing, taking it so seriously that you go around killing for it is another .

People might say I’m an Atheist for  coming up with all this stuff, not quite true, I’m a confirmed Anglican Christian, I just don’t take all this shit so seriously. I truly don’t see what the argument between religions is anyway, every single religion around is pretty much based around the same idea, a book, a god/devil,  a heaven/hell, the sin/righteousness, and the prophets,

I do really think it’s so funny how people put so much of themselves into something that resembles a fairy story, I mean come on people grow some brains and see how much shit has been caused by something that could be boiled down to something you tell your children before they go to sleep, little old fairy tales. I have thought about this quite a bit, what if… just suppose for a minute, what if.. religion started off as a story and was added to many times by many people, it could have originated as a manual for living by, you can see evidence of this when the  “10 Commandments” are introduced, they seem pretty much commonsense, don’t you think? as does some  of the other stuff that's been stuffed in there.

Ok I think I’ve rambled enough for  this early in the morning,

Till next time,

Dalvion.. XD

Aaaand we're back..

Ok, long time no update, I seem to leave it a long time between them =/


Back to it, the relationship I loved so dear has ended, it turned out she cheated on me multiple times,I forgave her the first time and she said she would never again do it but she did,
The last time I heard she was chatting up some guy in Brisbane and arranging to go and "see" him, whilst we were still in a relationship, according to her that's not cheating, well if that's not cheating I have no fucking idea what it is..

Anyway it's ended and I'm single again, back at TAFE doing something in Multimedia, the course seems ok for the moment, some of the teacher don't really know what they are talking about some of the time, let me dramatise it for you.

[Scene]

(Teacher walks up to one of the HewlettPackard PC's in the classroom)
Teacher: "Is this a mac?"
(whole class laughs loudly)
Teacher: "I usually work with macs, this doesn't look like a mac."
(whole class laughs loudly once more)
Teacher: "What?"
Myself: "No that isn't a mac, nor does it remotely look like a mac."

[End scene]

The now singleness that I face has allowed me to concentrate more on my guitar playing and drawing and actually has enabled me to almost actually finished a PS3 game, as I was too busy running around driving my ex places she wanted/had to go using up lots of petrol in the process, and you know what, the other day I realised on the way to TAFE, that I hadn't filled up with petrol in a while and my tank was still half full, then I remembered why, it was because I wasn't driving her around, I think my hip pocket was glad for it.
and
in other news, I am again thinking seriously about starting a band once more and actually getting something done, have been in contact with a few people but haven't heard anything back, hopefully I will soon.

And that's the end of this update hopefully see you again soon, and not next year, ahah

Seeya,

Sir Dalvion.. XD